Firstly, I must apologise for the drab and dreary nature of this post, but if I could sum myself up in two words; those would be it. This week has just had me by the scruff of the neck and it's only Wednesday. If I make it to the weekend then we may need to hold some sort of celebration. I'm thinking strong cocktails and balloons. Who doesn't love balloons? Anyway, I'm thinking out loud here and this never makes for a good blog post, so please bear with me.
This week has been one of those, 'my life is shit' weeks. I'm aware that in saying such a thing, I'm being very melodramatic; however it's just been one of those weeks where everything seems to be not quite how I would like it to be. I guess I'm feeling a little bit like how Brazil must be feeling this morning and if you don't understand this reference then you must have truly been living under a rock, or have a life way more interesting than mine right now. High-five! So, take my blog for example. Last week it was my best friend; however now it's like my blog went and borrowed my new dress without asking and we've had tense words. Although, I shouldn't really blame blog as she hasn't really done anything wrong, it's just the fact that I'm having a bit of a, 'is my blog really rubbish?' wobble. There's so much over-thinking going on and for me, that's generally a bad thing.
It's not just the old blog that has taken some stick. Wedding planning, apartment and our general living situation has felt the wrath this week. I know I don't appear to be a very rational/sane/don't stare directly at me person right now, but I usually have it pretty together... promise! (I think the number of times that I clarify this in my blog posts perhaps suggests the opposite, but oh well!)
Does anyone else ever have days or weeks where they just feel like their entire life just shrunk in the wash and now feels misshapen and ill-fitting? Don't get me wrong, I'm not unhappy as such, I just think that I need a little kick up the rear to find my foothold again. Or I guess I could just shop it out.
